Stole this from Ashley (aka-ash) ♥

Here are the rules:
- List 11 things you want to say to 11 different people.
- Don't say who they pertain to.
- Feel free to comment, but don't confirm or answer anything.
- Never discuss it again.

1. Most days I wished you had never existed. And other days, I realize that in a weird, awkward way that you have shaped my life and I would never be where I am if it wasn’t for you. I’ll never ever thank you because you do not deserve any gratitude. I don’t even like you.

2. I just wish you would realize. I need you.

3. Everything is simple with you. As soon as I am with you, I don’t have to try anymore, everything just fits. We are so used to each other. I mean, we just go to each other house to watch TV and we love it. And I know life isn’t easy for you right now and that it might be a moment before you laugh like before but I know you know I’ll be there for you anytime. I truly care about soo much.

4. You’ll never read this nor understand it, but I don’t think I’ll ever forget you. We’ve been through several nasty fights and we don’t spend so much time together anymore but I enjoy every little moment I get with you. We can just lie in the sun, listening to your iPod, swinging without feeling the need to talk. I never feel bad around you.

5. You’ve done horrible things. You’re one of the reasons I can get screwed up. There are images that will never leave my head. You screwed up bad some people I love. But, I love you too. I KNOW you are a good person (and that you try. You try and succeed. You get better each time.)

6. What can I say? You are a girl of simple needs and I just love being around you. You get me, too.

7. I don’t know what to think about you. My perspective of you changes every day. I wonder if you don’t realize or simply mean to. You make me feel insecure.

8. I think you are the nicest person I know. I wish you would be less perfect. It would be easier for you. I love you. (& I’m sorry)

9. I cried when I first heard about you. I hated you and I remember how it felt, feeling my heart break as I smiled in a hypocrite way. But then… I met you. And I’ve come to care about you so much, it surprises me sometimes. I have absolutely no idea how our future will be. & I know that NEVER you will read this, but I love you and I hope that you’ll always behave to me as you do now

10. I shouldn’t make fun of you like that. You don’t even know it so you don’t care but still I would hate someone to behave like this towards me. You’re probably really nice –I don’t even know you-… but I just can’t resist.

11. I dream about you. I haven’t met you yet and probably won’t meet you because several years, or a decade but I think about you all the time. You’ll be the one who changes my life, makes me meet Love, be part of my family… I get extremely scared when I think that I might never find you. It’s one of my biggest fears.